I will make my long story short, I've had to revisit something that happened when I was younger (sexual abuse) and I've found out I was recorded. I found this out on 29th March since I just can't think straight, cry all the time and I just seem to have lost the ability to smile. I have got a court case to get through soon too. But the timings terrible I get married a month today. I've made an appointment to see the GP. From what I've read as take months to work. Does anyone know if there anything short term to make me happy and giddy about my wedding again! I've been waiting for this day for all my life and want to look forward to it again :( x