Hi, I've been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety since 2011. I stopped meds when I found out I was pregnant with dd (now 14months) and was forced to start again when she was 2 days old. My mental health score has gone up from 11 to 17 in a year, I should add we also feel I have a case of borderline personality disorder, my partner is disabled and I go to college full-time. My mama has never been maternal towards me (I'm 25 now) I've lost friends and my mental state continually affects my life. My partner's mother is vile to me and I don't want my daughter to be all over emotional, like me and I just need a bit of a cuddle (and maybe adopting please) thanks in advance x