please, anyone there? Just this evening?

[keepingmum121]

Anyone there just to talk? I am so stressed, sad and scared.

Had a hot bath. Now I'm a prune.
Spoke to friend on the phone when on the bath and she really helped. My logical mind is now telling me to stop worrying but my body is still full of fear. I feel it in the pit of my stomach.

Glad you're feeling a bit better. I know that stomach feeling you're talking about; it's foul.

Argh!! If only this sick feeling would disappear. :(

Sorry to splurge on here. I keep getting memories of what he did. There was too much for my senses to process. I couldn't make it stop, then after a while I just cooperated and even convinced myself for hours that I had agreed to it.

Why did my brain and body respond so illogically? Why won't he tell the truth? Why did he do it? I can't believe it :(

Having another panicky day :(

No particular reason. Can't seem to get myself calm or productive.