I hate depression

[IdrisTheDragon]

I am depressed. I am realising it's a long term thing - I can manage it but that's it really.

At the moment I am in a down phase. Brought on by something I did, but it isn't just related to that.

I wish I could be "normal", whatever that is.

I have no words of advice. I have had depression on and off since 15... I have still not managed to accept that it is going to stay with me, lurking in the background, for the long term.

Just really a "you aren't alone" type of post

idris you are not alone i find it helps to talk and whose to say what normal is

idris....i am sorry you are depressed...i;ve been there...it;s bad...but you will come through it...like flamebar says...you're not alone...there is always support here...normal is all relative anyway...you need to be in a place you are content and happy....