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suicidal intent

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Carbonel · 30/01/2015 15:04

I do not actively wish I had succeeded but I do wish I hadn't failed. Is there a difference? It feels like it but not sure what or if it is just irrational thoughts going round in my head...

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VirginiaWoofs · 30/01/2015 16:30

Are you okay? Is there anyone in real life you can talk to right now? Hug for you x

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Carbonel · 30/01/2015 17:05

I'm ok thanks and Crisis team seeing me daily. I just wondered why the 2 seemed different somehow. Like positive / passive ...

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PeaceOfWildThings · 30/01/2015 17:09

Yes I can see there is a difference. Could be a sign that your mind wants to rest, or to have a break, just wants to be passive? Is that how it feels?

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Carbonel · 01/02/2015 17:55

Brilliant - Crisis team have given up on me because I wouldn't take what they prescribed (cannot deal with potential weight gain side effect). Now feel I am back to square 1 and on the suicide roller coaster.... Just feel so tired of the treadmill of life and want to stop and get off :(

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