Wtf is going on?

[Imsuchamess]

I have bipolar type scizoaffective. I seem to be feeling both up and down at the same time. But in the morning I feel I fall more on side of depressed in the evening more manic.

What is this?

Mixed episode?

I thought that too but dh keeps saying I'm not ill I'm just misbehaving because i am not trying to be well.