I need to talk about it but I can't ....

[poopy]

I am having a few 'isshoos' about stuff but what with all the hoo har on MN about a certain something I can't discuss it on here and I am really sad about that. The certain something is not to blame for my problems but definitely has played a part in my guilt .... and recent events on MN have caused it to rear its ugly head and slap my hard around the face ....
I don't know what to do

oh, cant you talk on MN? if you have AOL or MSN I can talk to you if you want...

Thanks Quootiepie ... am feeling very emotional at the moment ...
I do have MSN but I need to go out in about 5 minutes to go and get DD from creche ... I expect you'll be asleep by the time I get home ... I wish I could talk to you.
I really wanted to say that I think it is such a shame that the subject I need to discuss is a no no on MN and it isn't something I can talk to my RL friends about. MNers would understand what I am feeling ...
Why did this 'silencing' have to happen on Mumsnet ...
Perhaps tonight (your morning) I could contact you?

are you not in UK? how long will you be? ill wait up if you like...

I am sure you can talk about it on here. FGS I have not let our bigger problems with you know who prevent me from whittering on about my bad back and lack of sleep even though I did not get a hug for it.

Just change her name if you need to mention someone you mustn't

I'm here too, in the US, so will be around for quite a while longer. Don't want you feeling down. We all want to help.

I am in New Zealand quootiepie ...

The thing is about 'nobody' is that I really really need to get to the nitty gritty about when DS was a baby and how I am handling him now (he is 6 now) and much of my guilt and angst is directly due to 'nobody' and how I wish I had never heard of 'nobody' IYSWIM? So I can't discuss what I want to discuss on here ....

You are all so sweet ...
I am going now to pick up DD - will give her lunch and see if I can sneak an hour on MSN if anyone is around ...
Thanks

oh well... whoever has MSN we could do a chat when your back?

I ahve msn

im [email protected]

I am meganghosty(at)hotmail(dot)com

thats not MSN lol

is it?

That is the email address that my messenger account is linked to.

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But I am prepared to be corrected, don't use Messenger that much any more

Must be right because oneof you has come through

Must be right because oneof you has come through

Quootiepie and twinset ... thank you both for the chat today ...
You are lovely ...
I feel much better ...

Glad to help

Ditto