Coping coping coped

[thedyingswan]

I am tired of coping. I feel awful and tired all the time. I have googled most efficient ways to kill myself. Luckily they are so effective that one must be pretty sure one wants to die. I am not that sure yet.

I know how your feeling. Cant help cos im a mess myself but wanted you to know your not alone

The moment when you wake up and realise you feel bad again. Then follows tiredness and hopelessness. If it is a bad day suicidal thoughts follow.

Hopefully you starshaker get better somehow :)

Don't do it. Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. I know the problems don't feel temporary but feelings are not reality. Talk to someone, go to your gp, get help. You need and deserve to be helped.