last thursday i made a big mistake went out and got very drunk with some guy and cant remember a thing (i have issues from from the past which am trying to resovle) i thought i was doing the right thing telling my cpn but she told she has to phone my hv because shes worried about the kids. am now worried social services is gona get invovled. i would never harm the kids and i would never drink when am looking after them they arewell looked after it would break me if they got taking off me