I just want to fall asleep

[VanillaMiceCream]

And not have to wake up ever again. It'd be better for everyone really. I'm sick of pretending I'm okay. I'm not. But no one gives a shit. Nothing helps. I just want to die.

It wouldn't be better for everyone at all.

It's awful having to pretend everything's OK when it's very far from it.

Is it possible to stop putting on a front and let someone in?

Does anyone in RL know exactly how you feel and how much you're struggling?

Has anything specific brought it on today?

Morning.

Many thanks to those who have pointed us in the direction of this thread.

Hi, Vanilla.

We do think that you need to get some support in real life and we have a list of people and places that can help here

We're all thinking of you.

MNHQ