10 years ago when i was 15 i was taking advantage of 3 men after it i was really xonfused cuz i was drunk and cant really remember much. i then started sleeping around alot because i thought i was worthless and when i met guys they made me feel special but there really just after one thing.
ive been seeing my cpn since may and finally told her everything and she says she thinks i use sex as self harm? she also said when i told her about the 3 guys that made her feel uneasy...what does she mean about that?
i feel so low now cuz now i feel she is umcomortable around me and dont see her for another 3 weeks, dont know how am gona cope just want to drink lots of alchol and take lots of tablets and foegot everything i cant see anything getting better i have no friends, my partner split up with me over a month ago, my mum doesnt understand just shouts at me ive took 5 overdoses this year
please help!!!!!