Dh admitted its hard to be around me.

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I'm on the verge of suicide and now I feel like shit. He says he won't lie to me it's very difficult to stay around me for long time periods as I'm so depressed. We have done nothing but argue today about me not being able to get out of bed much an now he says this.

Please do not do anything. Have you called the Samaritons? You are never alone on Mumsnet x

Have you been to the GP about your depression?

Would it be helpful if you say stayed at our mums for a day or two, to give you both a break from each other? Not a permanent one, just a break/holiday type of thing.

I haven't called the Samaritans I don't know the number I'm under a psychiatrist and fully medicated but waiting for a new med to kick in after a switch. I have bipolar and bpd I intend to ask for therapy of my psychiatrist. It's not possible to stay at my mum's at the moment because my sister is there and is also feeling suicidal so she has enough to deal with.

08457 909090 is the number for the samaritans.

Samaritans are v good - I've run a couple of times, good for calming you down, talking through anything that's troubling you. Take care.

Thanks for all your replies they have helped.