Hi, saw your thread had no replies.
I had to google ESA and see it is what used to be incapacity benefits. I am not familiar with any of this but thought any reply would be better than none!
I believe that you have a disability but that it has now been deemed not disabling enough to warrant you not being able to work? Is that right.
Is there an appeal process?
If you have no one to help you with this, I suggest seeing your MP, they can often be brilliant at helping and writing letters if you need support or back up.
Jobs are hard enough to get for the able bodies so I imagine you are worried about returning to work?
Are you on your own or have a partner and/or children?
Please call the Samaritans if you do feel so depressed that you may consider killing yourself.
Please talk to someone, a friend, family and get help from citizen advice bureau.
Martins money tips MSE is a great website for money advice and finances such as mortgages and legal stuff.
www.moneysavingexpert.com
Please try and get help and support.
I googled ESA Stopped and there are lots of people asking for help, google and see what others are doing.
Good luck and I hope you get your situation sorted out soon.