Feeling guilty about my mum

[filee777]

I feel guilty for not seeing my mum. I feel guilty for stopping her from giving us money for the kids. I feel guilty that i am not more forgiving about the past and allowing her to be a part of my life now.

I am not sure the guilt is worth it.

I might just call her at my nanas and try and straighten everything out.

Well, phoning her stopped me feeling guilty the bitch.

Basically just told me things like 'well if you believe you were abused who am i to stand in the way of that(?) and so on and so forth

I said to her 'i dont think you are ready to acknowledge that you have a daughter with a mental health issue' and she said 'thats true'

I told her i didnt want her monthly money and that i wanted to keep things civil for the kids. That was about it. Well, at least i dont feel bad about it anymore.