Alone, struggling, hate myself

[HoopHopes]

Title just sums it up :-(

You can always go back to counselling its the sort of thing you can dip in and out when things change in your life. think of one thing you can do today that you will find an achievement?

Morning, How are you today?

Have been waiting for access for counselling on NHS since jan time, sigh.

Yesterday was the worst day. When I contact a friend and get told not too busy, as they have been for past month. And I needed someone. I had a real wobble, hurt myself badly and cried.

Today can only be better as I hit the bottom yesterday.

That's the hardest, when you reach out to friends and no one is around. Hope today is better for you. Is ds at nursery/school?

Is your partner being helpful at all? Not that it means that a person doesnt need friends as well.
You can pm me anytime if you want.

Same for you Messupmum. If you think it would help.

I was not needy with friend, just asked for a play date sometime in last 6 weeks!! No child with me half the week, argh!!

Hello Hoops,
I am around a lot if you want to pm me anytime as well. I know its not the same a s people you feel are supposed to be your mates, but having had dcs and dgcs I do know some people really do book up the whole of the holidays doing things they don't have time for the rest of the year.
How you doing today? hop you are lifting yourself up a bit?x

Just want to curl up under a blanket and not want to move ever :-(

^
Had that this morning!! Did you manage to catch any sun today? I eventually did about 5pm and felt so much better for it not saying the sun can cure all your ills

You havent mentioned family members. Do they live near at all?