Struggling

[Nobabieshere]

I've been off work for 2 months now after struggling with depression for a number of years. I've just taken 6 diazepam along with a bottle or so of wine but am still not sleepy. I am sick of this - what am I doing?! No need to reply, just needed to write something

Maybe I did need a reply? Took another couple of pills and spoke to a lovely woman at the Samaritans.

Am wrong time

Hey nobabieshere - do you want to talk? Well done for calling the Samaritans.

Am up for a little bit x

How are you doing now ?

I doubt many people up in early hours hence lack of replies. I guess you had a longish sleep today. Hope a better night.

Thanks for replies, had a long sleep and feeling more normal today. Going to try and sort out more help tomorrow. I feel so stupid.

Things always worse in early hours of am!

How are you now nobabies? Do you have a plan? I do hope so.

I've name changed (again!). Seen psychiatrist this week who has said I'm bipolar and need new meds. I am not sure how I feel about that but he is the expert. It does explain a few things I suppose but still feel a bit crap

Hi, just noticed you're back on your thread. Hope you're feeling ok.

I'm ok thanks Hoops. Had a busy week with normal stuff and psychiatrist appointment. Feel better in that I've been diagnosed and will hopefully feel better. DH is sick of me now though and is not trying to hide it. Hope you are ok?