Need someone to turn to

[SaveWaterDrinkMalibu]

Posted a few times about my depression

It's just getting worse, can't get through a day without crying or wanting to kill myself (tried to many times)

I don't think I want to actually die but just for the pain of everything to go away,

I'm on citlaopram 20mg, got last Tuesday, the GP doubled my original dosage

I have no one in real life as I've pushed everyone away

Would you try the Samaritans? 08457 90 90 90 Have you told your GP how bad things are?

Speak to us.

Why did you push everyone in rl away?

How are you today savewater?

Has the GP offered you anything other than ADs? You've got us here x

Had counselling but the woman was so patronising & judgemental I told her where to stick it!!

I haven't mean to push everyone away

Oh dear.

Do you generally feel judged a lot?