I need help

[fedupandinnocent]

Since Saturday, possibly before then if I'm honest, I have had severe thoughts of suicide. I can see no way out of my situation and no one to turn to. I just want to sleep and never wake up but even dying seems to hard, please help.

Do you have friends to talk to? Family? What situation are you in? Sorry - lots of questions but do want to help.

Would you contact your out of hours GP?

No family (apart from daughters who I don't want involving) friends I have one real one who is away, GP is the most unsympathetic you could find. I am off the radar having never had the need to ask for help before.

Has something triggered this?

fedup - if you don't feel safe please go to a&e and get an emergency psychiatric assessment and accept all the help on offer. It might be a good idea to spend a few days being assessed in hospital.