relapsed and just been admitted again :(

[PainForLife]

wrote a thread yday about not being able to stop punching myself.... well today after being seen by the crisis team they have admitted me again.

I'm scarred because the ward I'm on had bed bugs the last time I stayed. though they have assured me they have treated the bed bugs and there are none I still feel uneasy.

haven't got a choice as I need to stay to keep myself safe.just sat here waiting for my room to get ready & for the Dr to see me.

I hope it's not going to be a long stay:(

some guy just come up to me & said ur crazy to want to stay here when you have a home!

I am sorry painforlife, it is rubbish being admitted. At least you know the ward and the staff now, I hope you can get a good nights sleep.

Big Hugs Pain Tomorrow's another day. Hang on in there until you feel better.

Hope they get you the help you need - sending lots of hugs x

thanks all got a good night sleep thanks to zopiclone. not sure if they will give it again to me tonight. ward staff are nicer this time round or maybe I'm less wound up...

been told I'll be staying until Tuesday but hoping I can be allowed out over the weekend to see my daughter I'm missing her loads :(