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[coughingbean]

Just need to vent/write it all down.
Been depressed for 15+ years.
Currently in group therapy.
Psyc thinks I may have bpd.
Relapse in self harm last week.
I need to cry but I cant I feel so numb I want to hurt my self just to feel.
Please do not feel the need to respond I just need to get it out.

Do not have words for what I fel right now.

Just incase anyone was worried
Am now feelimg better, have had a good sob and am going to bed with a dvd

Hi coughing. Just to let you know I'd looked in and I'm glad you're feeling a bit better. Post again if you ever want to chat.