A friend of mine whose company I really enjoy has not bothered to contact me for ages. I can't do all the running as I think that will damage my self esteem too much but since I stopped chasing she has just not bothered to contact me. I am really upset and I can feel it affecting my confidence and depression levels. I am trying very hard to not blow this up but I can feel my thoughts turning more and more to feeling all my friends want to drop me, that I am a very boring person and generally crap friend noone wants. How can I deal with this situation with dignity and restore my very limited confidence?