Hit rock bottom :(

[YommyMommy]

After having thoughts of hurting/killing my children yesterday I have hit rock bottom today.

I hardly slept a wink last night. Im physically feeling I'll now.

Will call GP as soon as they open.

Never felt so desperate in my life...I just want to disappear into thin air :(

I don't think I can say anything helpful, but didn't want to not answer. The GP will be open in a couple of hours. I hope they can see you quickly and offer some support.

Please take comfort in you knowing that you need help! The mind can play tricks on you when your unwell and it's quite common to have such thoughts if your not well.

Be honest with your gp and be proud of yourself for asking for help. It will get better. 9mths ago I was having suicidal thoughts and I am so much better

Well done

You will find much support here on MN, keep posting.