Don't know what I'm doing on here again? Just at end of tether as usual! Married to hubby... been together 23 years. 2 ds's. who in all honesty are really bady behaved and put the biggest strain on our relationship. age 4 and 6. Two suicide attempts under our or rather his belt!!! second being a dangerous driving offence into a wall under the influence of a lot of alcohol resulting in a broken kneck and a lot of criminal type prosecutions still ongoing!!! and biggest stress is... have WE come too far to get back from this??? Am desad from waist down now anyway and dh bringing nothing but stress!!! Soooooo exhausted with it all :(