arsing hell, I need to call my EDT. I think I have put on weight, DH is adamant that I have lost it.

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I am anorexic, I have struggled for years and lose weight very, very quickly.

over the last few weeks I have felt like I am gaining weight. I take painkillers for a skeletal disorder and have to eat with them. I feel heavy and bloated and panicky.

I mentioned to DH that I was gaining weight, and he looked at me in horror. apparently I have lost a lot of weight, something he has put down to my condition/being ill.

I just need a rant, I'm tired and fed up of this.

I'm not going to nag and tell you to eat. You know what you need to do to stay healthy and cope with the pain from your medical condition. That is an awful lot to lose though.

How are your pain levels now?