I am about to lose it big time

[Memoo]

I feel right on tbe very edge.

There are too many voices

And too many people outside my house.

Didn't want to read and run. I don't have much MH 'expertise', but am here to talk if it helps as a distraction. Hopefully someone more useful will be along soon.

Hi Memoo

you are doing the very best thing by talking about it {{{hugs}}}

are you taking meds atm?

is there anything we can do o.p ?

Yeah tons of meds.

I've been stable for ages but Xmas has been too much.

I need to sleep but I've had 10mg of diazepan and two sleepers and still can't rest.

Christmas is too much for a lot of people, you are not alone.

When did you last sleep, are the DCs asleep?

It's only 9pm now, so don't give yourself a hard time about not sleeping right now

Hi memoo you dont know mw but i remember you :)
Is your DP with you ?

me* even

xmas takes us all to the edge huny.x

do you have a crisis team you can call, Memoo?

I'm sorry. Dh is here. Dc are asleep.

Please ignore me. I have to go now. Sorry.

As long as you are OK, Memoo.

never apologise x

Dont worry , thats what we re here for :)

Hope you're ok and that you manage to get some sleep.

Memoo - there are lots of us about if it want to talk, but I hope you are getting some sleep. Take care sweetheart x

Thanks all for last night. I finally crashed in the end.
I really don't know what happened last night. I think I have panic attacks but my head just goes and I feel really disorientated. The auditory hallucinations are common for me when I'm really stressed so think that's what the voices where.
I'm so tired today, I'm just going to cuddled up on tbe couch with my baby.