Don't know what to do this weekend

[yellowraincoat]

My partner and I have been having problems. He is away for the weekend. I have bpd and depression. Really scared about this weekend, hate the thought of being alone, but hate the thought of going out to see someone. Most of my friends are away or busy anyway.

Just wondering if anyone can tell me how to get through really?

Would splitting the day into small chunks (1-2 hours), and setting yourself achievable tasks within them help you to get through? Can you get a film/DVD from your local library to eat time?

Apologies if I've misunderstood

Do you have children?

If not could you go away for the weekend? Stay with a close friend or family?

Thanks for the replies. I have decided to do a spanish course over the weekend! Bit daunting but it will be good to learn something, chat with people and be out of the house all day!