crying uncontrollobly and can hardley see

[devientenigma]

but really feel like topping myself and would of posted anon but my heads banging to work out how!!

oh love sorry you feel so crap. i know there's so much going on in your life but would you consider seeing GP to talk about whether you are depressed. Am happy to chat to you on phone or on fb messenger (you can fb me your number) - I'm not the greatest conversationalist but I can listen x

Dev, I really don't know what to say, I am crap at supporting people, but wanted to let you know I am here.

I take it the tutor didn't go well?

sorry you are feeling so low

Hey you.

What's tipped you over the edge today lovely? What can we do to help? We're here to listen. Like TC - you can FB me, you know who I am and I can chat to you if you feel like unloading.

HUGE hugs xxxx

just wondering how you are this morning x

Hop you're ok Dev x

Just popping in to see how you are today, are you around to let us know Dev? x

Hi guys, calming down now. The tutor went ok 5, however instead of the 1.5 hours per 4 days he supposed to do he's only doing 20 mins as ds school teacher said it's all he would manage.
Basically my mam fell out with me. Last time it took her 3 year to talk again. She said with ds being off school I have abused her generosity. She's also one of those who play mind games and can twist and wangle to suit herself. So my sister and dad are also not speaking.
So basically coming to terms with having to be alone again. I don't know how could I make her life any harder. I'm terrible. She even managed to get my 14 yo thinking I was doing wrong. This all started due to my youngest ds not leaving the house to take her home, my 14yo not coming home and phoning me from a train into town to say where she was going, so I couldn't give her a lift home until dh was in. Pathetic I know but shit happens.
Hope you guys are all ok and thanks for thinking of me. xx

Oh Dev :(

My mam is the same, very twisting and loves to play mind games. You don't need her shit! You should hav told her to get a taxi!

CAn't believe the tutor is ony doing 20 minutes! Whats the point in that? Are you hoping he gets used to a tutor and will maybe return to school in time?

My mam doesn't like to spend money and doesn't do buses, just cars!!!
Must be the area we live if your mam's the same lol.
Well the social worker was hoping it would be a break for me, so got the psyc to support it. However she's going to try and get us under the autism project thats going at the mo, in hope's that will help ds. As for returning to school I think they've lost that.

So does DS have ASD as well then?

Sorry that school seems to be out the question :(