Is anyone about?

[butterpieify]

I'm not having a very good time of it :( (as is probably obvious by the time)

I really should go to bed, but I'm worried that I'll get intrusive thoughts if I lie in the dark with nothing to distract me.

Meh.. Not sure why I'm posting this.

I seem to be more down than before I was taking this medication, but I'm jumpy too, so I suppose I'm not high or low, which is what the drugs are meant to be doing, but I'm on too low a dose for it to be working yet.

My vision is weird, but that is probably tiredness more than anything.

Sorry you are having a bad time.

No real advice sorry.

I was going to sugeest a netbook and a 3 business broadband dongle on your geek thread.

Sounds like you are bouncing a lot of ideas around, probably not good to help you relax, or is that to fill the time as you cannot sleep..