not coping.....

[gizzy3182]

i feel like im fighting a losing battle nothing goes right im suffering terrible flash backs from things no one listens no one really cares i domt know why i am even here any more im just existing awaste of space not worthy of this life just want to clear my head from this horrible junk thatruns through it to be normal and to stop the tears from flowing.....

dont knowwhy i botheram always on my own like any one would care its just me dont worry bout me i will relese the hurt

gizzy don't start issuing threats because you don't get a response in five minutes. This is not a fast forum. You may want to call the samaritans 08457 90 90 90

Or tell us a bit more about what's going on

i never threatened nothing dont matter im fine

Gizzy - please ring the Samaritans. It did sound like you were going to hurt yourself if no one answered you, like madmouse said this isn't very fast moving and they can offer you an ear in real time.

Of course you are free to carry on posting but please be aware that things don't move fast.

th moment you say don't worry about me I will release the hurt you are issuing threats - if you need help ask for it - it is here!

sorry shouldnot of posted just desperate will br ok thanks

What do you think would make you feel better?

Sounds like you could do with someone to talk to.

If you feel like harming or even killing yourself I would say go to A+E and ask for help. If think you are going to harm yourself, then you are in danger and it is quite right you should use an emergency service.

As madmouse suggested, the Samaritans are here for things just like you describe. I have rung them myself and talked to a lovely old bloke until the feelings passed. I'll never forget that phonecall

We are here to listen if you need us.

Your doctor may be able to halp if you tell him how you are feeling. I know how hard that is, but if you tell them you feel very low and are feeling tempted to hurt yourself.

Lots of us on here, inlcuding me, have had terrible things done to us as children. And we have all gone through the feelings of horrible shame and anger and tears. It's not your fault, no matter what.

Keep talking honey.

you were fine posting and there is no need to say you should not have posted - but you need to be realistic and give people a chance to reply in their own time.

I know more about flashbacks than I like and my childhood has caused me a lot of grief so I'm happy to listen, but if you can't keep yourself safe you need to take steps in real life and ring someone or go to A&E - that is your own responsibility.