I think I need to cut myself now

[MadMommaMemoo]

I need to let some of this pressure out of my body or I am going to die. I am going to the doctor in a bit. I'm doing all the right things. Just need to get through this next hour.

Feel like if I just plunged something into my stomach all the pressure would come out and I would feel better.

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Memoo try not to - do what you can, you are not on your own. What is making the pressure so high?

Saw GP, who has given me some 10mg diazepam for a few days. He is getting in touch with my consultant and going to get me seen in the next few days. Not ideal been doped up on Diazepam but at least it will get me through the next few days until I can see psychiatrist.

I have a lot of stuff going on at home with DH being an arse that has tipped me over the edge. He has however takne some time off work to be here and look after the DC.

I'm so pissed off with myself, I was doing so well, I just fuck up everything