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triggering day

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PaperView · 07/02/2011 23:10

over tired over thinking very low + several threads here and comments from friends = my will power gone and welcoming several of my harming 'things' back.

Thank god we have a youngish cat and i can blame him!

ANd if i am honest i am not entirely sorry (but i have had a few drinks so may feel differently in a bit)

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PaperView · 07/02/2011 23:17

shit.

hadn't meant to actuall post.

I can't be the only one who starts a post with the intention of just gettng it "out"?

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madmouse · 08/02/2011 08:52

Do you want to talk about something or rather forget this? It's up to you, but there are people who will listen...

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PaperView · 08/02/2011 20:58

so sorry i posted this.

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PonceyMcPonce · 08/02/2011 21:01

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PaperView · 08/02/2011 21:14

I did all of those yesterday. (ice cubes/scribbling/holding hands in a bowl of really cold water/pinging an elastic band)

I have several things i often do which i call my "safe" harm but it wasn't enough yesterday. Been to the gym tonight and although i will pay for my workout later on/2mo i really really needed it.

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PaperView · 08/02/2011 22:19

oh god no i don't talk about it!

situation likely to get more stressful but couldn't say when.
I'll be fine. AM a bit Blush i posted and left it here.

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madmouse · 08/02/2011 22:59

If seeing your posts here stresses you - report your own post and ask if MN will remove the thread. I suspect in this instance they will.

But please please please know that you have nothing to be ashamed of and you are entitled to support.

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PaperView · 09/02/2011 16:22

will just let it stay, will remind me not to post about that stuff in future.

[blush

sorry again.

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PaperView · 09/02/2011 19:10

There is no one i would tell! Think I'd be carted off to the nut house if i was completely honest about this!

Thanks for best wishes.

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PaperView · 09/02/2011 21:19

a couple. WOuldn't mention the SH tho.

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prettyinpink10 · 29/08/2011 18:18

to paperview, its good to know that there is more than just me feeling like this on a regular basis. I do appreciate your honesty on here. I never feel like I can talk to anyone such as friends and family as i think they will laugh at me or dismiss the things I say. so many problems but have got no idea where to start.

NanaNina · 29/08/2011 20:56

Do you think it might help prettypink to start a new thread on this, as this is quite an old one isn't it. I know there are other people on the MH threads talking about OCD which I assume is what you are talking about - just thought it might generate more discussion.

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