oh my - I can't cope today.

[3andahalfmonkeys]

have had depression for nearly 3 years. am up and down all the time but am having such a bad day today and it is sunny outside so I should be outside with the kids. I don't want to be here anymore, don't want to be a mum, all I am doing is crying and screaming at my boys. oh boy I hate this

OK, how old are they? Can you put the telly/games on and leave them in a room together. Give them some crisps/sweets or something and get yourself inot aonther room and breathe.

Hi OP - How old are your boys?

Or chuck them inot the garden.....

have you seen the cornflour slime thread on active convos - messy but will occupy them for ages

they are nearly 6, nearly 4, and nearly 2. the tv is on. baby is so clingy he is annoying me. that is so wrong isn't it. I have had such a good couple of weeks and although been up and down I've not had a down like this for a while. thanks for listening

If it helps at all, I feel like you today and I'm not suffering from depression (had PND in the past so I can understand a little of where you are coming from.
My gap is similar to yours, 6, 3 and 17months and I am bored, bored, bored.

No useful suggestions but just want you to know that what you are feeling is totally normal x

Its not wrong, its just how you feel right now. I only have one here and feel like that sometimes.

Teddybears picnic in the back garden? Get your 4 and 6 year olds to collect all the teddies and set it up. Then a film?