Erm......well. When I’m in a binge mood i sometimes still do, except now I would just call it ‘over eating’ as I usually binge on ‘allowed foods’. Bread, cereal, etc I do find I completely need to avoid them or I will go looking for them later. I haven’t binged on chocolate this year (although I have eaten it, planned, a couple of times). There are lots of foods that are technically ok but I won’t buy them because I will eat them all. (Nuts, Stilton)
However... I still crave a binge every now and then. I daydream about bingeing, I think about it in the supermarket, think ‘I’m going to buy x,y,z and eat it all in the car on the way home. I find though that this diet gives me those few seconds I need to decide it’s not a great idea. I actually a bit scared now that I’ll fall off the wagon and gain lots of weight, or that I’ll not be able to exercise for some reason and gain lots.
Binge eating is an incredibly complex disorder, and incredibly ritualistic. My advice would be to a) find an alternative ‘ritual’ for something positive, such as a daily workout or walk, and b) find something that gives you your dopamine/endorphins boost that you don’t be Getting from bingeing any more. Usually when I binge or get binge fantasies it’s because I’m tired, or emotional and I try to catch myself and do my ritual instead. BSD just gives me that little bit of time to decide this, rather than waking up with chocolate all over my face thinking ‘what the hell just happened?!’