Hi oblomov, don't be too hard on yourself. You know you can do it when the time's right. I've only really managed this time because I have literally stripped the kitchen of all sweets, chocolate, biscuits and anything that contains sugar (like spice mixes, Mayo) and got the whole family on board albeit grudgingly at first. Plus, Dh is onside, horrified that he is now over 12 stone. I said 'gosh' and tried my best to look horrified, thinking I've just weighed in at 12.6!! It really does help.
In the past it's really helped me to be honest with everyone and simply say 'look, I know you don't really understand this but I can't have these things around, I can't just have a small bit, and the fact I can't control myself is almost as upsetting for me as the fact I'm overweight'- I had to do this to really stress just how big a deal it is. If you can get a few days under your belt you get stronger around sugar, so perhaps going tough for a few days might help oblomov?
I've had a reasonable day again, ending on 980 and 38g carbs. Had a delicious brunch of bacon, Brie and avocado, and the dinner was roast chicken, veg, 1 little roastie and 1 Yorkshire pud, which I had promised myself all day and then they were very disappointing. Did a run on the treadmill but it was the wrong time for me and I was too tired, I felt like I was dragging my feet. Menu planned for the week ahead ready to shop tomorrow.
Hope everyone has a great week! I'm debating weighing in tomorrow, but as I said upthread I'm scared to break the spell so I might try a few more days at 800 cals first.