Thank you oblomov and bear. That really does help. It's come at the end of an awful week so I was already wallowing in self pity.
Dragging myself out of that now and having a nice weekend with DCs. DH is away for four weeks which makes it harder as he usually makes me laugh about these things.
Poor DH. Four weeks of hotels in the Middle East isn't going to be good for his weight.
In terms of 'perspective' I want to lose two stone. I'm 25% of the way there.
NSV.... yes, more energy. Couch to 5k is going great. I'm actually getting noticeably fitter and when I'm not at the gym (childcare restricts me) I'm doing a lot of steps. Never less than 8,000 a day this week. I'm smashing the 'more active' thing.
DCs are being forced to come with me so they are going to bed with less fuss.
Remember the wedding, engagement and beautiful diamond ring DH bought me that I couldn't get off..... they slide off easily now!
One more.... I needed to take a tablet in Starbucks this morning and my coffee was too hot. I asked DD if I could have a sip of her apple juice. It tasted awful. So sweet. I'm not really wanting sweet things anymore.