Found a note dd put in my handbag following the altercation with her father.
Everything's going to be alright, be happy Mammy
Found it when I dropped divorce papers to court office, feels like a huge weight lifted even though it's only start of the process.
Just realised I got married when I was 27 and I'll be divorced at 37 
Dunnes yesterday went a bit crazy €179.80
I had borrowed a voucher from my friend and had one of my own which gave me €20 but checkout operator gave me an extra €5 one so brought it down to €154.80
Childminder was €120
Dc spent pocket money today & we also spent about €20 in Tesco. This is midterm break of a rough year so I'm not being too hard on myself plus it's for 1.5 weeks too.
My next vouchers expires 11th November,