I start CBT this afternoon, eek. I think my anxiety is not really better or worse than pre-DD but I have more of an incentive to really really push myself now because I don't want her to miss out. She is much happier out and about than stuck at home with my ugly mug all day 
. And I can't say I blame her for that ! So hopefully the CBT will help. She will be with DM this afternoon while I go.
Em Yes she will be in nursery for 3 days one week, then 3 days the next, then I start work on the third week iyswim. She will have one or two settling in periods in the week or so before she properly starts too I think. After the first month nursery will be dropping to 2 days as I'm managed to organise with work to reduce to 4 days and DM is happy to have her for 2 days but we weren't sure when we booked and had to pay first month up front so will just keep her in the extra day for that month, I'm hoping it might actually help her settle in faster to be there more at first.
You are all fab, thanks 
Autumn Yes I think you should pop in whenever you want, glad to hear all is well at home.
DH started his lesson at 7.30am this morning, eek. His test is like 08.50am or something, fingers crossed...
I don't like Stilton, I wish I did tho!
I quite like Sheffield, I have a friend who lives there, DH and I went to visit them in summer 2017, it is very green which is nice. Very hilly too! Get good exercise walking about there!
Also won't say anymore on Brexit but it's really embarrassing that May hasn't resigned yet, after the scale of her defeat 
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Girlie You might want to check with the job people that they will reconsider you before you apply because often they won't reconsider previous applicants within a certain timeframe for the same job, sometimes they write it in the job advert but not sure they would always do that (although probably dodgey if they didn't?). Might be worth talking to them cos you don't want to waste your time if they won't reconsider you properly.