So be so utterly fed up now

[youcanthandlethetruth]

Aside from all of the awful things last year brought (of which I’ve had my share) I am so bored and fed up now.

I’ve walked a thousand times, spent time with the dog, been working, baked, read new books, watched Netflix, started a new instrument but I am now just so, so fed up.

Feeling very down. Anyone else?

@fucknuckle OMG Fame is such a good shout, thank you, I'm soon to finish rewatching SATC and I've a thirst for the nostalgic!!

What's helped me get my head together in the last week is some long range planning. I'll be child free in 5-7 years. I want to be at the top of my career game by then, then take some time out to travel and potentially live abroad for a while.

To do this I will need to gain some more qualifications- I'm halfway through those.
I'll ideally need to pay off my mortgage, sell the house and get rid of a load of belongings - I'm starting to eBay and de clutter now. Reading my stockpiled books, using toiletries.
I want to be fit and toned - I'm working out each day.

Taking even this much control of the things I actually can influence right now is genuinely making me feel better. Short term, things look shit. Longer term is quite exciting.

So sorry for everyone with health worries, or with worries about loved ones.
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