Aw @LetsBeSensible that sounds really really tough and demoralising. I'm conflicted about the care from my GPs - I can email them any time and they'll reply quickly, they're receptive to any requests I make for meds and referrals but they will not see me in person, and like you I haven't had a face to face since early March and a phone call since about April. I have to be very proactive and it's exhausting. I'm so sorry you're dealing with all this, and please do moan, you're entitled to! I hope that your stay with relatives does a world of good. Not that I've done it much lately because of lockdown but visits from friends have really lifted me. Hope the PIP goes well too and not too stressful.
@MillStone thank you I will add l-theamine to my list! Could you recommend a brand of CBD oil? I used it much earlier on but wasn't really confident with what I bought (DH is now using it 😏). I'm glad you're improving again now and hope it continues.
@TiddleTaddleTat I think the heart symptoms have always featured a lot with me which is why I saw a cardiologist back in May - he never tested for or picked up on POTS though so I thought I was over reacting. I nevertheless followed the general advice I found online and things did improve. It's all ramped up since my cold/relapse end of October. One theory I have is that my relapse is mimicking some of my original cycle of symptoms - so I was bed bound and flu-ey, then lots of SOB episodes, and now the heart stuff. Also I'm more acutely aware of it because I'm monitoring with the oximeter, which is definitely amplifying the anxiety (and therefore not helping my recovery). Another theory which the physio suggested is that if the hydroxychloroquine caused a rash, it could also be exacerbating these symptoms. Who knows? I'm giving it a few more days to see if it dies down a bit before I go back to the GPs again... I'm doing all the right things with fluids, lying down, etc, I guess they could prescribe beta blockers?
Phew, essay over! Wishing everyone a pleasant, productive sleep.