Morning everyone, I feel guilty that I slept when so many of you were awake and stuggling because I know how much those night time hand holds meant. I slept crap and had the shakes in my legs in my sleep, Dh held me tight and the pressure helped. Then little dd woke up and said “ive had a bad dream daddy, a very very bad dream”
I said “shes not wrong is she, this is a very very bad dream”. I feel like Im stuck in a horror movie. Although I dont have anxiety/depression I have always been a worrier...the “what if....” person. This is honestly my worst nightmare come true.
@EMichel102 I think for you having had so many palpations etc now I’d be calling with chest pains and noticeable heart extra beats etc. An ecg trace would reassure you a lot. Do you have an apple watch that you could measure your heart on as they detect irregular beats. When ive had it before my watch detects my beats as normal which is reasurring.
@Taffyapple8 your partner. Okay its a bit like I said when I thanked the thread for support. It doesnt matter whether this is Covid, flu or “all in your head” and an anxiety response. My mum said the same to me, she literally screamed to my DH that “you need to take her to see someone cos shes clearly got mental health issues” (i had had diarrhoea and a fever on day one and she felt that this ‘wasnt even a symptom of covid’) anyway, my DH told her that “there is no taking her to see anyone anywhere right now and shes ill!”
So whether your having a massive anxiety response to the news, genuine Covid, annual flu or another virus like adenovirus etc. Your treatment is the same. Because you cant get out for tests or assessment by a doctor. If someone cant care for you, ill, then they aren’t worthy of you. Only you can decide whether he is worth sticking around for in the bigger picture. But the point isnt your diagnosis, its being ill when the health service and our reliance on it has been pulled away. You need alternative means of support. If you think he cant help you, go to your mums self isolate there. X