Thanks for your reply. Personally I am looking at the situation as it is now. Israel have the backing of the US to the tune of billions in aid, they have the backing of the UK, of France. The US has sent their nuclear submarine over to support them. To me looking at the present day rather than going back 700 years is more important but I understand that not everyone feels the same. Israel have all of the power, the Palestinians have none in my opinion.
Israel have chosen to use that power to be an occupying force, they have chosen to use it onto commit apartheid, they have chosen to use it to continually murder, control, terrorise and humiliate Palestinians. As someone who lives in a country that had their own occupying force in the not so distant past, someone who lives in a country whose history is scarred from the genocide of their people, I could never say that occupation is OK because I know the devastation it causes. I could never find it in my heart to excuse one set of people doing that to another. My country is neutral as a result of what we went through, we promote peace building and human rights, support disarmament and the elimination of wmd. Pretty much the opposite of Israels stance. I respect where you are coming from with your stance on this and it is natural that everyone's background will inform their views.
I resent being called antisemitic by people though, I resent people asking me 'why do you care so much about occupied people'. I wish that there was more respect for other people's views on this and more acknowledgement that we all come from unique histories. For some like you, the fact that Israel is a Jewish state is a very important thing, you find it worrying and upsetting and that's fine. For me I see a people who not unlike my own were are being starved and oppressed and the biggest powers in the world are oking it and that to me is upsetting and worrying and history repeating itself.
Disclaimer, I'm pretty ill and very zonked out on pills today so I hope that makes sense. All I am trying to say really is we all come at this from our own histories, we project our own feelings and our own worries onto the situation.