Ok I am sat here rocking Ajay with my foot so I can read this lovely thread and catch up.
I totally understand mls moon and jools how hard it is for you on here sometimes, and do sometimes feel awkward posting about Ajay. I know how lucky I am, belive me, and I say a thankyou prayer every night for my two boys.
Last year was incredibly difficult for me, 2 mc's and ds1 being diagnosed with autism. I don't know how I got through it as I have a history of depression and was waiting for that downward spiral to begin. Being on here I think helped me the most as you had all been there and understood, and I could bang on about my mc's whenever I felt like it without sounding boring! I did feel myself start to slip at times, but I immersed myself in the whole ttc stuff, temp taking etc. and I think it helped to distract me. When I started to bleed with Ajay I didn't think I could carry on being on here surrounded by pg ladies, but again talking on here made me feel not alone and hopeful.
I know we are all at different stages, but we are all sensitive to that, and it's good to here from all sides, the good and the bad. I am aware I only talk about the 'fun' things happening to me as I don't want to offend anyone with my moaning, but here goes......Ajay woke me up at 2am, 4am ,5am and 6am and I'm very tired now , see it aint all glamorous,and he's now fallen asleep!
cupcake lovely article, and so so true
That was quite a big post for me, love to you all xxx