Hi girls...
Been a little busy in rl, burying my head in the sand trying not to think about dh going away it sounds silly but im so petrified that something will happen to the baby or him while he is away. Im always like this, when he used to go to work for 4 months it really used to destroy me....this time is seems so much worse Thankfully its only 7.45 so i have an hour before work to compose myself..
sorry about that very self indulgent post....
Right back to of all you with the really worries....
mls that you for sending us all a message, we are all thinking about you all of the time, i hope this holiday will go some way towards your healing
mrskate what did i tell ya???
neeko i seem to have missed your due date? are you still in my borrowed chicken suit or shall i slide up and push either sabs or lion off the bigpanter bench for you??
curly hello fellow feb baby pusher when is your 20 week scan, i know gg has hers on tues or is it thurs? well one on these dates and mine is the following thurs so your must be really close...been shopping yet???
mermaid tested??????
budda have a great holiday hun, the last without a screaming rugrat demanding on going on every £1 ride outside of every shop.....
mm hope your anniversary was a good one, i was thinking about you...
villagemum for some reason i have a feeling you are lurking (physicbarbie again) so a big wave and for you.
cupcake not if but when you get to 8 weeks.....thought id correct you on your grammer! positive thoughts and all of that. Take easy little lady, slowly slowly catch a monkey.....soon it will be your time to see the little bean.
blue hello....glad you are enjoying the weather at the moment, your lo sounds so cute!
vjay dh seems obssessed with breast pumps....oh ok just breasts! im glad the lo is doing well, big hug from one of his cyber aunties
annie i hope the bad ear infection has gone? are you back to work yet?
jools i loved your rainbow story i hope you are tanned, relaxed and enjoying your holiday...my time on the beach was great...until i went to leave and i nearly fainted (but thats another story!)
hello lbm and blue im really glad you have come back and are posting again....it feels like we are all back together now..
weeble how are ya pretty lady??? im gutted i missed the mexican wave...i could of posted a great link
hoping i read your long post the other day and ive been thinking about it constantly...first i want to give you a hug...the baby thing will happen, i dont know when but you have to believe in yourself.
I dont know what to suggest about depression, i have never had it, although believe me last year came very very close, i guess you posting on here is some help? Just keep talking to dh, us and whoever else you think you can trust, admitting your feelings are the first part of solving them.
Secondly, please please dont get carried away with the fact that a baby will make you 100% happy, because how do you know??? (sorry it that sounds harsh..you see why in a minute) some people wish to the win the lotto, believing it will solve all of their problems, rarely it does and in fact you always read how they wish they never won it! Some people move half way around the world to escape there problems, 9 times out of 10 the problems just follow.....What im trying to say it that there are no guarauntees that life with a baby will solve all the other problems, it can in fact cause more...I suggest you start be fixing one small thing a month that will make you happy, a new pair of shoes this month, job searching the next month, and then the month after look for a new house. It doesnt mean you have to act upon them it mearly gives you something to focus on and then you can decide one problem at a time what you really want to do to change things...but the biggest advice i can give you is to life for today, sadly we never know what is around the corner and you never want to look back and say you lived life full of regrets. Once you start living your life again things will happen for you, but you have to learn to love life first so you can see the possibilites it can bring.
Sing like nobody is listen, dance like nobody is watching and love like its your last day......
Love to you all xxx