Emmsy's onwards and upwards part five.....white coats and pee sticks at the ready for more BFP's

[VJaybigpants]

Here we go a shiny new thread.....

Hello all you lovely lurkers!
moon have been thinking about you, its a hard few weeks you are dragging yourself through.

hello to ginger and kate too.

I have just ordered from access diagnostics - very white coat i thought! they have that zesty stuff for 9.99 and free opks thrown in and free postage.
gotta go have to sit and hear about the dangers of the internet the only danger for me is the amount of time I waste

barbie Thats is so fantastic, I'd been hoping for a miracle for you. Don't feel guilty about having a meltdown, any pregnant person who is bleeding is fully entitled to a mega melt down!! Anyway welcome back to the world of worry again, I'm so pleased to have you back as a worry companion. So you have a week to get though until you get to see your little Bean's super strong heartbeat, I'm sure the Emmsys lot can keep you occupied!

YYYIIIPPPEEEEE!!!!!! barbie that is fab news

ok - so here is my news... DH can def come on holiday - and right in the middle should be the key time So no excuse for a lack of BD action this month

Go for it iggy and have a fab holiday

bye for a while im not sure when il be back xxxxxxx

kate where are you off to? Don't leave us!

Vjay I will Am off on Sat

dh is really in a bad place and ive not been there for him as been on mn too much and this was getting obsessive amounts . we having been talking much so i need to stop being selfish and think of him for a while .

il let you know what i get on monday if i test .

MrsKate give your DH a hug from me, I'll give you some space with him. You know where I am if you need anything.

Iggy brilliant that DH can come on holiday, no excuse now!

kate I've been there. Remember the relationship with you DH is the most important one. even your future babies will grow up and leave you eventually so you need him more. (I hope that makes sense) Come back to us soon. Take care x

Iggy Great news. Enjoy

I'm off for today too. Hope you all have a great evening.

Just came out of long team meeting and did sneaky log on as 'felt' some news was in the air...

....BARBIE - - fantastic news!!!!!! Uou MUST take it easy between now and next week, no excuses now!

I did wonder if your 'heavy bleeding' was just bean burrowing as you never really experience proper bleeding when your AF is here .

Logging off now, back to work!

thanks neeko & gracie

I have told cupcake barbie's news - and she is v. happy for her

I've told Curly and Neeko's told MLS. Both are really pleased. xx

kate we are all here for you when you come back but I do totally understand. I only come on here when dh is at work, or briefly if he's here. He doesn't mind really but if he knew how much time I spent on here when he's at work I think he'd have something to say about it.

YAYYYYYYY barbie I am sooo happy for you honey. What a miracle. I couldn't post yesterday but was lurking and thinking of you and dying to get back to the UK and my computer. Luckily the lovely Gracie kept me posted Oh this is wonderful news!!!!

I haven't had a chance to catch up properly but will be on later. I've missed you girls. I'm kind of struggling a bit at the moment as I haven't been able to keep down any food at all for the last four days so I just feel dizzy. Work have told me to stay at home this week and I'm going to the GP tomorrow. It was so much more manageable last time, but this is a good sign hopefully. I'm just a bit worried as I can't keep running on empty . Is this normal? Any advice from you lovely girls would be really appreciated

curly yeuch that is nasty ms, no food at all hon? I think for some unlucky women it may well be normal for the first weeks. Can you not even keep a bit of toast down, rich tea biccies, I hope you are not already running for the loo. Is that the last exam over with? Hope so.x

kate Thinking of you, and will keep my fingers crossed for whenever you test.

ig have a fab holiday with dh, in tow that's ace.

vjay hope you are feeling better with your iron tablets.

BARBIEEEEEEEE absolutely thrilled with your news, will keep everything crossed I was so hoping that this would be the outcome, my dreams have come true for you
Iggy Have a lovely holiday
Kate Hope DH feels better soon, hope to hear from you soon with a BFP
MilitantMermaid Such a mission
4ever Chin up lovely lady

Well I had a bit of a scare today, went into work and started spotting wth light pink/red, went into a mad panic straight away, full meltdown managed to get in with the GP early so preventing a complete nervous breakdown He decided that we would try listening for the HB, he was very nervous as I'm only 15 wks tomorrow and I think he was really worried that if he couldn't find it I would have to be admitted to the looney bin Anyway I went from a blabbering fool to this deadpan serious person straight away, he must have thought I was so wierd, he was asking me if I could hear the noise, all I could say was uh huh, he said that is your baby's hb, uh huh was my still shocked dead pan response I think I was just in shock! Still having a little spotting but it's now brown. But I have to say the damage has been done and it's back with my head in the sand now, still only 10 days til the next scan (if I can last that long!)

mollie there is not a rollercoaster or theme park ride as scary as the one you are on, you must have been utterly beside yourself. I can picture the dr getting home and pouring a large oneDon't suppose they will give you an early scan? Please go easy, thinking of you heaps. we can't possible cross much else.

Evening all, sorry i havent been on for a while. Had mini meltdown yesterday-Fathers Day, it always brings it home that my dear dad who i loved dearly isnt here, i sat and cried for nearly 2 hours, i cried for my Dad, my last lost LO, my Mum, and id heard only days ago that a friends little boy has died and he was the same age as my DS.

mollie-Take it easy, sorry you have had a scare, good that doc could find LO,s hb. Roll on your next scan.

Barbie-Fab news, so happy. When you mentioned the symptoms you were still having, part of me was hopeful that your beanie was still there and okay.

4ever-im gutted for you that you got BFN, next month is your month.

Much love to everyone else, sorry i havent got time to mention everyone, but you are all in my thoughts.

Mollie what a fright you must have had. Can you possibly take a few days sick and put your feet up. It sounds like you might have been pushing yourself and your little bean wants you to sit down so he/she can have you all to his/her self. Take care of yourself. The world can wait.

Curly hey you. Sorry to hear you're struggling. I didn't suffer with DD but I've heard Canada Dry ginger ale, travel sickness bands and dry salty crackers can help. I hope it passes in a few days, but if it gets any worse check in with your doc as it's easy to become dehydrated.

Now I know why I didn't have my BFP this month. It means I can concentrate on mothering you lot and by the time I need mothering, you'll be blooming like Vjay, Lion and Sabs

annie sorry Xpost. Sorry to hear you've been upset. It seems to be meltdown month this month. Hope you're coping a bit better today. Really shocking and sad news about your friend's son. I can't begon to imagine how you deal with that. Take care.

barbie how are you this morning? is your head still spinning?

Mollie I'm sorry to hear you had a scare, like neeko says, any chance you can get a week of work to put your feet up for a while?

Annie I'm sorry you've had an emotional time. It can't be easy knowing your Dad isn't here to meet your LO when they arrive.

Curly that morning sickness doesn't sound good. My cures are just eating carbs all the time, never leaving it 2 hours without eating. ginger biscuits, rich tea biscuits, dry crackers, keeping dried fruit by my bed so I can eat through the night. So far treating nausea like its my stomach rumbling seems to work most of the time. Then trying to eat more healthy food whenever I can get windows where I don't actually feel sick!

Neeko aren't you good, mothering us lot.

Mollie how scary

I agree with the others - maybe it is a warning to slow down, find a deckchair in a shady part of the garden and eat mini-milks all day long

Barbie - how are you feeling today

It has all gone quiet - everyone busy in RL ?? I'm trying to avoid working - doing pretty well so far !

Poor mollie...listen to your own advice and slow down!!! im sure its going to be a boy for you, only men would caude us this much stress! No relax...oh and if all your dreams come true for me could you please dream that i win the lotto, brad pitt falls in love with me (just so i could turn him down in a spectacular fashion) and that the next 8 months wizz by with out any more problems...one last thing...that all my lovely friends on here get their bfp soon too...many thanks love barbie

jools im at work but im skivving, i just hope they cant access what ive been looking at on here spoke to hr and i have to put in writting what i want to do re work, should get an answer next week

gg i was nearly sick this morning but im so pathetic i couldnt manage it....i want morning sickness..although not as bad a poor curly

annie sorry you have been sad, big hugs to you xx

neeko i love it that you are back and mothering us!...my mummy would come and do my washing for me, so come on hop on a plane

Last night i woke with stabbing pains..couldnt of last long cos i feel right back to sleep i know it was strong enough to wake me up though and this morning expected more blood but nothing...phew.
Oh and the dreams have started not sure who i was dreaming about but it was very nice

Come talk to me and jools...both bored and in need of company!

Barbie I would LOVE to hop on a plane and visit you. Don't think work, DD or DH would be too happy though!