Such a lovely message to wake up. I'm the same, I was pregnant before most of the family/friends who are now but I lost that pregnancy in August and now I'm the only one without kids or expecting one. It can be tough.
On a different note I was trying to think of the positive last night as I'm recovering from this chemical.
I spent 6 months after the first mc in an obsessive haze about conceiving again, testing lh during the day, getting upset if it hadn't rose, checking forums for reassurance, and the awful upset when my period came.
Although it was a loss, I did conceive in February and it was the first month I genuinely took a step back for myself. I did one lh test a day closer to my ovulation , reduced caffeine, I love my coffee. Loads of walks, a weekend away and I put aside all things baby until it came time to test. Also started taking a multi vitamin. Unfortunately I was very ill the week I conceived so it probably didn't help.
But the reason I'm writing this is I'm hoping it might give others some hope and reassurance. After the mc I was a mess and very emotionally exhausted. However fast forward almost 5 months in January I made a decision to put me first and ttc was only a small aspect of who I was. I had a great month, indulged myself, laughed more and definitely reconnected with my husband in ways than didn't involve ttc. And I did get pregnant. Hopefully next time will be more successful.