Starting the TWW. Anybody want to join???

[Gillseybear]

Hey all,

Simple post really, according to Flo and my current symptoms, I am due to ovulate today or tomorrow. Still trying to figure out OPK's and so not really been using them.

Just wondered if anybody wanted to go through the Two week window with me.

Have dtd a few times over the past few days and so hoping to have some luck this cycle.

Baby dust to all of you

@Gillseybear omg!!! WTF??? He should be in a police cell! It must be so stressful for you. I hope he isn't someone your TTC with???? Red flags love!!! Get away while you can, it will only get worse!!!! Tummy upset is probably because of all the stress your going through!

@Gillseybear OMG what an awful situation! I hope you're okay ❤

Totally agree with @Cheeeeeeeks get rid of the loser! Absolutely not acceptable.

oh gosh @Gillseybear I really hope you're okay, look after yourself. It must have been bad if he's still in a cell xx

@BuchananBaby @Cheeeeeeeks @alwaysseeingstars thank you so much for your reply's.
Unfortunately yes he is my fiancé and the man I have been TTC with. The police were supposed to ring me before he was bailed and I have had no warning and he has just messaged me asking if I can drop stuff of to him at the hotel he has been put in. I do not want to see him or do it and so I am trying to get through to the police to see if they can come and pick his stuff up and drop it off. He has been banned from being on the street I live on as part of his bail conditions amongst other things.
I am a complete mess today and it's been awful. I feel like crap and I now have to deal wi the whole process of waiting for CPS to deal with the evidence ect and then I will probably have to go to court and give evidence.

[quote Cheeeeeeeks]@Gillseybear omg!!! WTF??? He should be in a police cell! It must be so stressful for you. I hope he isn't someone your TTC with???? Red flags love!!! Get away while you can, it will only get worse!!!! Tummy upset is probably because of all the stress your going through![/quote]
Yeah I believe it's al realated to that and the fact that I ate a shit tone of ice cream at 4am as I could not eat and was super upset. I just needed a distraction to cope.

Eeeeeeeeeeek!!!! The faintest line?🤔

@Cheeeeeeeks OMG 😍😍😍❤ congratulations!!

@BuchananBaby just an IC tho... My husband just got home from work, haven't said anything yet!!! Wanna confirm it with a Frer or CB tho! His birthday next month might wait till then, but I'm about to burst it out!!!

Omg @Cheeeeeeeks this is so exciting for you!!!! It’s not even Friday yet! 🤣

@Gillseybear please be kind to yourself, I hope you are going to LTB (sorry if I’ve missed a post about it) you cannot plan to bring a baby into an unsafe relationship. You deserve so much more 💐

@Excited101 I knooooooo, I couldn't fight the urge to not test, more symptoms started showing up. One main one was yesterday afternoon (after testing negative in the morning) was crave for irn bru👀 and those dull aches. Will be testing again tomorrow morning. I told my husband with happy tears lol

@Gillseybear I hope it all works out for you, honestly guys like him make my blood boil😡 stay safe x

@Cheeeeeeeks how many dpo are you? When's your due date? I got buzzing looking at mine 🙈😂 glad you told your husband I couldn't wait I just came down with the test 😂

@Gillseybear I'm so sorry I really hope it all works itself out just remember you're worth more better than that ❤

@Cheeeeeeeks congratulations to you.

I shall be picking some tests up tomorrow and testing on Thursday.

He has never laid his hands on me before but he has been over using the tablets he has been prescribed after having 4 teeth out and that's what has contributed to it. It's been a tough day and I have spent al day dealing with his family and the police. After 1 hours sleep I am exhausted. So looking foreword to going to bed when I get home. I had to drop some stuff off to him so that's been hard as I was not ready to see him. But he is not allowed anywhere near me now until CPS comes back with a charging decision.

@BuchananBaby 10dpo ovia app is predicting 4th December but I think it's end of November. Hehe we are so impatient looool

@Gillseybear stay strong and make sure you're looking after yourself, not his family or anyone else. It must be such an emotional upheaval if he's not acted like this before. Sending good thoughts & strength :)

@Cheeeeeeeks ooh, congrats!!!

I've had a VERY faint line on a test today but it's Clearblue (only one I had as it came with the ov test) - there was definitely something there easily within the time frame, but it is slightly clearer after the time frame and very thin so I think it's an evap

@Gillseybear look after yourself and take time out for yourself ❤️

@Cheeeeeeeks that's amazing! I'm the 1st of December but I think they'll put me back to the 3rd or 4th. Yeah we're absolutely nuts 🙈😂

@alwaysseeingstars I've heard clearblue are awful! I've only ever took the weeks indicator ones but I don't think I'll bother this time.

I was a bit worried last night because my knees have been really sore which happened before I mc the last time but I done a frer before bed to reassure myself and it was alot darker than the day before so feeling much better. Think it might just be hormonal

I did another test this morning, another BFN so I think I need to admit defeat for this month. Obviously if AF doesn’t come then that’s another thing, but this morning’s cramps says she’ll turn up at the weekend as expected!

Excited for all these BFP! @BuchananBaby hang on in there 🤞 and @Gillseybear too

I tested again as my husband can't see the line... This is more darker, but I'm still going out to her a Clear Blue!

@BuchananBaby and @alwaysseeingstars thank you so much for your responses and support. AF is due today and so we will see what happens with that one I guess. It's just a waiting game now but I will be picking up some tests today. Then if AF doesn't show I can test tomorrow morning.

@Gillseybear good luck! I know it's hard but try not to stress x

@Cheeeeeeeks what a difference!

@Excited101 definitely hanging in there testing everyday to make sure it's getting stronger 🤞

Well the pregnancy rage has kicked in we were supposed to go see a wedding venue today and they've cancelled last night - really irrationally annoyed me 🙈😂 at this moment I want to phone them and tell them to shove their venue

[quote Cheeeeeeeks]@Gillseybear good luck! I know it's hard but try not to stress x[/quote]
Thank you so much. I have spent the day with friends and trying to distract myself. I have honestly needed the distraction.

No Sign if AF yet. So a little bit of brown/pink discharge when I wipe and on my ST I put on just incase.

This is what it looks like when I wipe at the moment. No sign of proper AF yet and so going to do a test tomorrow morning. I picked up some feres and also some boots and own brand pink dye tests.

So it looks like I am out this month. What appears to be my period has turned up overnight and I have done two tests this morning and they are both negative. It's probably for the best though in the long run. Especially after everything that has happened in the past few days.

Aww @Gillseybear I'm so sorry sending love ❤️

I have officially taken my last test af is due today and got a much stronger line on my frer so I'm done which is such a good feeling. Hope you all don't mind me hanging around I'm desperate to see everyone's bfp's ❤️

@Gillseybear I'm sorry to hear that hope you're doing ok in yourself with everything going on?

@BuchananBaby exciting!!

After the possible evap yesterday, I took a 2nd one yesterday afternoon, the line looked similar (thin and slightly to the left) but came up after 2 mins! So I was a bit puzzled.
Took a digital clearblue this morning and it came up as a BFP - so so happy!! But equally terrified it'll turn into a chemical, not quite sure how to feel...!!