@Miscarriage39 Thank you, I think it's because I'm that person in my family that always has my shit together. You ask me to be somewhere, I'm there. You ask me for something, I've got you. You need me to take over something, leave it with me.... so little miss "can do will do" decides one day she wants to have a family with her hubby and it's just not working out. So it bothers me so much that the one thing everyone has no problem doing, I'm failing at miserably and that's with me going by the book on EVERYTHING to conceive. I try not to put pressure on myself because that's unfair but I can't help but feel hopeless after AF arrives. I feel for you and would definitely recommend counselling, bottling things up like this plays a toll on you and while you are trying to conceive you would want the least amount of stress on your body possible. Big virtual hugs doll, hoping our rainbows come soon!
@Annny27 Wow!! So happy for you, I really hope this is a super sticky rainbow bean for you. Such wonderful news, so glad that after 18 months you have been blessed with the most beautiful gift. Hope everything goes well for you and can't wait to see BFP progress darker. Congratulations 🥳❤️
@kiwi17 As crazy as you may feel about testing, don't. It's a bad habit I have also. I know that when I'm in my TWW I always have the craziest dreams of my getting BFP and I'll wake up with the urge to test and even though I know it's too early or there is no way, I get up and go to test hoping my dreams were a a sign. I'm constantly growling myself to stop and wait until AF is late but I'm like a pregnancy test addict hahaha! Fingers crossed that this cycle is your one, good luck 🤞
@Geyser33 So sorry that you find yourself here, this group is wonderful and I've found relief and comfort being able to openly share my story and feelings without feeling dramatic or judged. Pregnancy loss is a big deal and sometimes I feel like I can't openly talk about it to friends and family as they have not experienced it before. The stigma behind miscarriage always leaves a sour taste in my mouth, it's such a hush hush subject which leads woman to bottle their feelings away as if the loss means nothing. Although I've had great family support and DH has been there to listen to me and wipe my tears, being in this group made a world of difference personally for me. It was being able to express how I feel without guilty thoughts and knowing whatever I say is received with open arms.
@SLCxxx Fingers crossed this is your month so you don't have to try my little tip lol. I'm still reading books and spending less time on social media, the less time I have on my phone I feel is better lol or then I'm seeing influencers everywhere falling preggers or constantly symptom check on my phone haha. I've been taking @Babyghirl advice and chilling all the way out and just hoping my rainbow will come without me having to think so hard about it. All the best and take care, baby dust to you!!!
@27DONFIN this journey is a long and hard road, please don't give up! I finished the pill end of May last year, took months for us to conceive but that was short lived once I had lost baby. We remain hopeful and try each month as that is all we can do. Take time out to do something for yourself to keep your mental state at ease, you are doing a great job and at the end of this when your little bean finally comes along you will see how worth it all this was. Be kind to yourself hun and take it day by day.