TTC After Chemical Pregnancy/Early MC 2

[Mishmased]

Hi everyone just a continuation of @Littlebee1990 thread. It has helped me so much by giving me a platform to express myself and I hope it helps others as well. @Littlebee1990 I hope you are well and don't mind me continuing on.x

I've done another cheapie today (attached) and I've also been out to get a clearblue (how many weeks) test so i think I'm going wait till the end of the week and do the clearblue x

@Boo2020 how exciting! Looking like a strong line. Hoping you have a wonderful sticky little bean ❤️

@LS2020 thank you ❤

Omg how did I miss all this drama? Congrats @Boo2020 ❤️❤️❤️

@Mishmased thank you so much ❤

Had a bit of a nightmare over the weekend, ended up at A&E with bleeding, long story short I will find out if the pregnancy is progressing at the EPU Tuesday morning 🤞🏾😩 x

@Boo2020 I've just seen this! Is everything ok? I did have a couple of bleeds during my pregnancy. Sending you a virtual handhold ❤️

@Mishmased Bloods (HCG level from 494 Friday to 1520 today) have trippled but need to do a repeat on Thursday at the EPU to make sure its going in the right way! Bleeding as stopped but they didn't see anything on the scan or internal scan which is worrying me, she said it might be because I'm too early, but I would of thought she would be able to see something though 🤔..

Yeah so repeated bloods Thursday also worse case it could be ectopic, so none the wiser and still in limbo, although bloods have gone up 😔 x

@Boo2020 how stressful. You could just be way too early for even the internal scan. Try to stay sane until Thursday and don't drive yourself mad Googling. I'm always here for support and wishing you the best outcome
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@Boo2020 oh love, will be thinking of you tomorrow, hope all is ok ❤️

Got a follow up hospital appointment on the 7th so hoping we get sent for IVF 🤞🏻

Thank you ❤

I've had my results back at my bloods are at 2123, there saying it hasn't gone up that much so I need to go for a scan tomorrow at 8:30 😔

You poor thing @Boo2020 so sorry you're going through all this. Fingers crossed for tomorrow's scan, at least you won't have to be waiting all day.x

@Boo2020 so sorry lovely :( isn’t that up from last week though? Sending you lots of virtual love and cuddles

I feel like a emotional wreck, I can't go through this again! I really just don't know what to do with myself x

@LS2020 only by 600 which they said is slow, god knows what that means! but I think they would be looking at round the 3000 mark from today's bloods as my baseline was 1520 x

@Boo2020 oh my love :( can you use it to get any extra tests done or push getting some progesterone supplements from GP?

@LS2020 I don't know, but I will ask the question tomorrow xx

I've just started bleeding again so it's not looking good 😔

Oh @Boo2020 my heart aches for you. I know how tough a time it is but push as much as you can today for them to do blood/samples to try find out what’s happening or get some sort of referral. They might be able to find something at least.

It’s no where near the same but when I was getting all my fertility testing done, I found I had a tilted uterus so all the time I’ve been lying on my back for 30 mins when TTC I was actually tipping it all the other way from my cervix and should have been on my stomach.. but if you don’t know you don’t know!

@Boo2020 gosh this is just heartbreaking. How're things today? Sending you lots of love.xx

@LS2020 that's unreal! How're you keeping?

Hi Ladies, I went back up for a scan this morning and both scans again didn't see anything, long story short the ward manager (who did the scan and bloods) then rang the doctor to come and see me, she went through all my notes, scans, Bloods etc then she explained that I have a pregnancy of a "unknown location" they gave me 3 option's..

• Have the methotrexate injection (basically kills off the fetus)

-wait a few days for another scan, but if I did that and it was Ectopic it could be to late and they may need to remove a tube(that's if it was on or in a tube)

• or 3 have more bloods done next week and have surgery to place a camera inside to see if they can locate it that way, again this could be a bit late if left..

Well I've gone for the injection and it was so hard to even come to that decision, I am heartbroken, emotional and physically drained, worse of it I can't get pregnant for the first 3 months 😔 ..

I've got to go back in half an hour to have the injection, that's if my bloods they took today says I have a healthy liver and kidney, (basically functioning ok)

Thank you all for being there for me, it really does mean a lot ❤

@Boo2020 oh lovely. I know it’s tough but I think you’ve made the best decision, you don’t want to lower your chances by leaving too late for when you are ready again in the future.
Use the 3 months to sob, drink, watch rubbish films and spend a bit of time on you. When you’re in a better place mentally, we can revisit with you speaking to your GP about this being a reoccurring thing.
Sending all the virtual love and cuddles that I can. ❤️

@Mishmased I’m good thanks! Excited that my appointment is so soon and for the first month feeling so much more relaxed about it all. I think I’m slightly too optimistic that the IVF is the end of my pain and once I get that of course I’ll be pregnant and on my way but it’s the only way to cope for now!
How are you getting on? You must be close now?

@Boo2020 sweetheart I'm heartbroken for you. I wish with all my heart I could take away your pain❤️
You're very brave for making this decision. I'm so sorry you have to go through this, I truly am. You're one strong lady. Remember there's strength in weakness, it is ok to be weak and share your grief with your loved ones. We're here to listen whenever you need to share or rant. It will be ok, your sunshine and your rainbow will come❤️❤️

@Boo2020 been thinking of you so much this weekend. It would have been my due date a week ago today and I’m finally a week from going for IVF so there’s always a way forward ❤️ Hope you’re taking care x