Nov Bus 20 - CD1 can suck hairy b*lls

[Juno231]

Come join us on our TTC journeys - all you need is a sense of humour!

Bus history:
June - 24 BFPs
July - 11 BFPs
August - 18 BFPs
September - 4 BFPs
October - 5 BFPs

Upcoming testing dates:
@Juno231 - October 26th
@hrps - October 27th
@dsr87 - October 28th
@runnergirl1 - October 28th
@clairey844 - October 30th
@lilacflower12 - October 30th
@notyetamumbuttrying - October 31st
@2alreadywantanother - October 31st
@katao - November 1st
@BellsB1 - November 1st
@2020mission - November 2nd
@Florence13 - November 2nd
@Joanna1009 - November 5th
@nestinginNL - November 18th
@missgoldilocks - November 20th
@Hopeful110 - November 22nd
@Franklydear - November 22nd
@mrsbear1122 - November 28th

@2020mission in general, Glasgow folk are the best, he's just an exception to that rule!
If there are any bands/comedians etc that i want to see I always book Glasgow tickets over Edinburgh 🙊 it's a west coast thing 😊

Oh I know, I don't know how it's meant to work with everywhere doing different things 🤷🏻‍♀️ I'm in a tier 1 area so from Monday we kind of get to be sort of normal... for how long is anyone's guess though!

Maybe not the worst name... 2020 is meant to be the year of the coronials as all we are doing is hanging out at home 🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆 (except for those of us with essential workers as partners 🙋🏻‍♀️🙄)

Back on the sex chat again... My besties find it sooooo cringe so glad I can sound off to you lovely lot! ❤️ @vil10 you inspired me to get with it and get my toys out so to speak... Vibrating knickers for the win tonight. Came down and gave DH the remote his eyes nearly popped out of his head!!! Put it this way started the fertile week off the right way for a change 😏

Well these last few days have been like a stab to my heart as i've had 3 friends annouce pregnancies this week... Thursday Friday & today 😭 i feel utterly shit. And I feel horrible that I feel that way but I do. I feel sad & envious & I wish it was me. With an incomplete miscarriage, needing more medication, especially going through the same Horrific night I experienced 3 weeks ago in hospital and pregnancy announcements, one after the other... What an utterly shit end to my week. Sorry to be a Debbie downer... I just know this is a safe space. 😭😭😭😭

@minster2012 sorry today's been a hard day for you too. It's understandable that you feel a bit shit today... Take some time to feel what you need to today and for the next few days. We're here holding your hand 💕 that sentiment feels a little empty but it's not. It's filled with love and a big hug xxx

@Sausage1990 don't ever apologise for your feelings and if anything the best bit about this thread is being able to voice those deep feelings that don't fit with how we would be expected to feel irl. I see pregnancy announcements and my heart sinks and I feel so bad for feeling like that. I am happy for those lucky ladies but I'm also absolutely gutted that I'm not pregnant! I haven't gone through half of what you have so can only imagine those feelings are 10x more intense for you 💕
I did read your post about having to take another lot of medication, hopefully this is all you need and don't have to go through another course of meds. Look after yourself 💛

@Gem176 a weedy wee scrote & you'd rip his balls off 😂🤣🤪OMG I
LOVE THAT! another soul sister there (I believe we are still owed drinks too?!) sooo good. My autocorrect changed weedy to seedy, also ✔️😂

@2020mission wine ✔️, sweets ✔️ orgasm ✔️ooooopps that whole "I'm a porn star thing" when I've had too much (wine, gin) @Gem176 I got my reward don't you worry but he also got his....ALL OVER MY BODY. #stickytits

@Franklydear we will. Don't worry. Newborns are THE THING for 2021 especially for chilled 🥒

@Sausage1990 3???? Bloody hell. 3 announcements. No one needs that. I hope that pork dinner you had waiting from the other night was shunned in favour of a big fat takeaway 🍗🍕🍟🍔.

Hold on, let me pull out the big guns for this one.

G'mornin 🍉

@Franklydear I love your messages with wise words and random thoughts. I hope the very large blanket and scary Boris show went well.

@Minster2012 sending so much love and calming vibes your way 💗 due date of MMC must be filled with emotion and you must let yourself feel them. I hope you had plenty of dh/ds cuddles and spooky sweets to help you through xx
Ps willow weaving?! Never knew that existed! Looks great though, and add some antlers and you have a Xmas decoration just in time.

@Gem176 woohoo to well timed storms and 🍆🍆🍆

@2020mission well the year HAS been a huge mission to get through so the user name is apt!

@Kirky658 Vibrating knickers?!! Gee I have a lot to learn from you all 🤣

Ooh @Sausage1990 that's totally shithouse and of course you'd feel like Debbie. No need for sorrys at all. I wonder if people announced their miscarriages on social media like they do their pregnancies, what our feeds would look like 😏 BIG hugs xxxx

Hahahaha @Minster2012 you drunk girl??
Twatface indeed! My OH to a T 👌🏼

@Minster2012 yep still owed drinks but they will have to be virtual until covid sods off (hopefully by then we will both be 🤰 so the cocktails will have to be virgin unlike ourselves 😂)
Crying laughing at #stickytits I'll be livid if I end up with them at any point this weekend, can't let any spunk go to waste but.... next weekend is another story 😜

@Skip86 I usually bloody hate storms and all I've seen today is people complaining about the weather and I'm sitting here grinning like a Cheshire Cat 🤣

@Skip86 feeling the love, scary boris locked us down again, don’t know what to make it of it yet, at least the schools will be open and I won’t be a prisoner in my own home
Night night.

@gem176 I think it's probably all just very raw right now which is why it feels SO hard. But it is hard in general seeing others with happy news when it's all you want & yearn for... But we'll get there. ALSO I'm glad the change in schedule has worked to your advantage in your FW 😉

I had a chat with my SIL this evening who struggled for 6yrs to conviece with her husband. After their relationship ended she thought it would never happen for her, until it did (with someone else). And now she has my gorgeous 18month old niece. She reminded me that even in the darkest times, to hold on to hope. I know for some who have been in thir ttc journey for longer or are struggling with infertility, that may feel like a nieve thing to say but for me it was really helpful tonight 💕

@minster2012 well I did have the pork and it was delicious. But I've also had a long bath with some Halloween sweets & a glass of wine 🍷🍬🛀

@skip86 it's interesting because the 1 couple I know have really struggled to conviece and I actually feel less sad about their annoucement than the other 2. Its like I know for a fact that she's been in this side of the journey & it's been a hard slog so although the sad feelings are there I've been able to move past them so much quicker. So you're probably right if people actually shared their losses & their struggles our social media pages would probably look very different and we would feel differently about it. And feel less alone in it all.

I promise soon enough I'll come on here and be more upbeat 🙄 this month has been one of the hardest for me & I am forever grateful for you girls - the support & kindness I've felt from you all has made me feel stronger when I've felt my most vulnerable. 💕 You're the best group of strangers I've ever has the pleasure to call my online friends ❤️

@Gem176 you go girl!💪🏼💪🏼

@Minster2012 yasss to wine sweets orgasm and #stickytits!🤪🤪🤪 the twat face picture rises again! I think that twat face definitely describes this year very well, also possibly our scruffy haired prime minister... do you agree @Franklydear ?🙊 although actually he must have had a hair cut before the announcement as didn't look half as bad as normal but still terrible 😂

@Sausage1990 don't ever say sorry for ranting, that's what we all do on here and that's what this is for. I've ranted about things to my friends before and they're like hmm maybe and they just don't get it. But you girls do! I'm hoping your sad journey is over very soon for you. Sending lots of love and cwtches!😉💓

@Skip86 hope you're doing okay lovely 😘

@Skip86 me, drunk? Nooooo! Tipsy maybe. Definitely tipsy ☺️

I agree with both @Sausage1990 & @Skip86 if ppl were more honest about their TTC journeys we would all be more upbeat for everyone but hey that's not social media. Mind you, I got halfway through that "me & my balls" programme the other day so need to finish that!

It's funny you say about the antlers cos other ppl made deers but mine def meant to be a dog

It sounds mighty windy here today brrrrr just right to settle into news of DON'T go ANYWHERE!

@Gem176 damn right don't waste them swimmers!

@Runnergirl1 good luck if you are testing again today xx

Just made myself really sad, looked back on photos of March this year when we went away for OH birthday just before lockdown and I was a whole 12 pound lighter but looking on my activity log it's because I was going to the gym 3/4 times a week 🤦🏼‍♀️ maybe I should start going again when we come out of lockdown 😬

@minster2012 forgot to say, I love the dog, it's fantastic! I could never do something that good mine would probably look like a drunken seal or something 😂

@skip86 we've only used them a few times to be fair... I remember once I wore them to the supermarket, they're pretty noisy, and someone in the queue next to us twigged I was so embarrassed!!! We just use them at home now 😂😂

@sausage1990 @skip86 @minster2012 yes social media... That old chestnut. I was absolutelt addicted to Facebook for a while. Posted everything about my life on there and was so gutted when I got hardly any likes. Everyone else's life looked so perfect. Then I took note and realised that it was really affecting my mental health so I took a month break from it and felt brilliant. Tend to try and check once a week and leave it at that now. X

Shitty times all round it seems like, hugs @Minster2012 and @Sausage1990 it's really awful and I just hope we manage to get something positive out of 2020 ✨

Yay to those who are in fertile window and the tww 🤞🏼

I am also feeling shitty💩 realised this morning I'm cd12 and just wish I could be excited about being in fw, but in reality I still have to wait because my shitty body doesn't know how to be normal 😑 so over it. In my head I'm not even ttc anymore 🤷🏼‍♀️

Hope everyone else is having a good Sunday morning so far 💕

@Newbie0818 snap. Can't count myself as ttc as don't know when to expect ovulation and it seems I only know I've ovulated about 4 days later so 🤦🏼‍♀️

@Kirky658 yassss love that!! Vibrating knickers?? I need to get me some of those!!

Me and OH ended up having a few drinks last night and I have a little bit of a sore head this morning, going out for a meal later though so hopefully that'll make me feel better!! Had some amazinggg sex last night though so that's always a winner!!

@vil10 hahaha they're amazing, deffo recommend. Lovehoney 😉 it's essentially a vibrator with a remote, and the knickers (which are gorgeous, so sexy) have a little pouch to put the vibe in. Soooooooo goooooood. Yay to the amazing sex, must have been something in that Halloween air last night!!!!

So ladies there is progression and don’t have to squint this time. Maybe I can start believing this is my rainbow 🌈 x

@Runnergirl1 I'm sooooo happy for you! I bet you're feeling all kinda of happy right now! Congratulations!
How many DPO were you when you got that super faint one? Xx

@Runnergirl1 great news! Can we celebrate already?
@lucyrp is all an act, when this is over, he’ll claim that it should have been obvious to everybody that he was insane, other people’s fault, really.

@Runnergirl1 omg yay! So happy for you🌈💛

@Runnergirl1 !!! 🎉🎉 I think you can believe it babe xx

@Joanna1009 I don’t know apparently 14dpo according to cb advanced opk but think it was later as two days after that my cervix was high and wide open. Af was due Fri or Yesterday. Nothing like my previous. Saw a line at 11dpo

Thank me ladies. Think I can celebrate now although very mixed emotions. So happy but so scared at the same time x

🤦🏼‍♀️ *thank YOU ladies haha. Bad typo lol x