TTC after MC - June 2020 (Part 3)

[VP91x]

Hey lovelies,

New thread - currently CD17 (cycle #3) still waiting for peak OPK.

I hopefully have tagged everyone -

@SmileyT
@Rainbowhope11
@Hayleylou89
@Dipsy77
@HopeForRainbowbaby
@elliew818
@MissyBate
@MichT4
@NightDreaming
@NadJade
@Renna
@Re6ecc4
WellHurrahAndHuzzah
@ManchNic
@Jazper
@Dizzy201
@peonyrose87
@HE88
@mrsssk
@1990EM
@Chickoletta
@Tink20058
@sunflower96
@Meomeomeo
@chloedancer897
@Niisa
@Bellabubble
@Sallyjo27
@Ejb86
@Wishingfornumber2
@anaconda76
@AR52
@DontStandSoClose
@Donnat89
@Banbi
@Diorissimo1985
@DBTJ
@2020wish
@Eli2020
@NightDreaming
@Saim86

If anyone else would like to join please do❤️

Actually the more I look at it I can’t see it. I think my sister is trying to twist my arm lol

@1990EM yeah I think that might be the turning point 😂

Strange as I was talking to OH today saying if only they could tell you if an egg had been fertilised. I know it’d be risky because it might not implant, but it’s weird thinking I wonder if my egg is travelling fertilised or it’s a lost one.

My mum was telling me the other day that when she had my older sisters, she couldn't do a test at home. You had to go to the docs for one. When she had me you could go to the chemist and have one, then you’d go some time later and get the results. Imagine that!
Couldn’t be doing our early detectors with FMU willy nilly

@VP91x especially asking them to look for anything blue down there 🤣🤣

@HopeForRainbowbaby that is sooo funny ahaha last night me and Dh were watching a film on Netflix that was set in the olden days and the girl suspected she was pregnant and took herself into
The toilet hut with a mirror and had a look at her vagina. Me and Dh was literally going how the flip can she tell she’s pregnant by looking at herself down there lol makes sense now

@ManchNic oh my word, I didn't realise you lost a little about one, I can't imagine how you feel. I'm so so sorry xox

@ManchNic *little one xx

@2020wish I can see the line in that negative pic. Does it come up faint when you look at it IRL? Xx

@2020wish one day I went into my sons room and he was putting all of his toys in boxes and when I asked him what he was doing, he said he was clearing his room so the baby could have it. I cried my eyes out. He doesn't even know we are trying.

@VP91x now that it’s dried I can see it in real life. It sort of looks blue but unsure if it’s an evap.. don’t want to get my hopes up

@chloedancer897 it’s so hard... I’m annoyed at myself I’ve left it this late to have another one but honestly didn’t think anything would go wrong as both me and Dh have kids but both with previous partners and now I’m feeling like I won’t be able to give my daughter what she wants

@chloedancer897 I even told my ex partner(daughters dad) that we had miscarriaged
But he was not to say to her yet and even he cries cause he knows she’s gonna he heart broke :(

@chloedancer897 thank you. My daughter talks about Henry having another baby all the time. They're so innocent but it's heartbreaking when it's all you want to be able to give them x

@2020wish yes I feel the same. I went back to uni when I my youngest was 18 months to retrain so I wanted to wait until I had graduated and got a job. I wish I didn't wait now. But I suppose we will never know if we would have had issues either way. We just need to keep trying and having the faith that we can have these babies x

@2020wish I see a line in that pic

@VP91x that’s the originals... although I think I can maybe see it on them? Although it looks grey In the pic.. more blue IRL tho. But again could be an evap

@ManchNic I can't imagine how difficult this has been for you all. I hope that you get pregnant soon xox

@chloedancer897 can you see it in the originals?

I know what you mean :( we have to keep positive and trust that our bodies will allow the right egg to progress for our rainbow babies.. it’s so hard to stay positive but you ladies have truly been a god send

@2020wish yes, I definitely see a faint line

@SmileyT @MichT4 @2020wish haha yeah I guess seeing blue is easier😂

@2020wish I see shadow of the line ! 👌 very promising ☺️

@2020wish fingers crossed for you tomorrow. It's so tough on kids. They just think babies come, they don't understand the pain and frustration we go through

@2020wish will you test again in the morning? I wouldn't worry too much about today's test because when you wake up it will be a stronger line for you on a new test and hopefully a sticky bean so you can grow your family 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

Love that we are all laughing at the blue vaginas but I bet at least one of us gets a mirror out over the next couple months 😂😂

@2020wish yeah I can see the faint line on the original too. Hope its not an evap xx

Ugh just had a nightmare with my partner 😭 he got home from work and initiated sex before going on his game etc. And then during he was just like ah, I can't I just don't have the energy/can't finish and got up! After allll this month poas and all the waiting and now this. I'm so upset 😩 xx

@chloedancer897 they don’t. Sending you hugs for this month xx

@HopeForRainbowbaby I’m so hoping it is

@SmileyT Yes I’ll test tomorrow and should know by then if it’s an evap or an actual line

@vp91x :( oh no I’d actually be annoyed myself big time. Just leaving u in the larch like that isn’t on

@2020wish and now he is on his game and quite frankly, I might just kill him. Noone would find me guilty right?

Gutted 😭

@VP91x I’m actually gutted for u. I think I have good reasoning to get off with a slap on the wrist

@VP91x where do you live. We will all come down there and give him a good talking to!